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No one can tell if you are, or not a stream enter-er but yourself. Buddha even gave tools if you wish to proclaim yourself one. Buddha gave about 60 or so definitions for stream enterer. From my observation of sutta, stream enterer can be achieved thru one of 5 majors groups;
(IMO) Almost like one can clime corperate ladder to be come a CEO thu different depts such as from Engineering, Finance, accounting etc.. But one your are in high level, rout options get narrower (none returners are pretty much about views + letting go of fetters)
Some interesting facts about stream enter:
There is correlation between 5 precepts and confidence in 3 gems. As if someone whom you believe told you the well is poisoned, you automatically stop drinking for it without being told.
maybe more definition which I have missed. Please let me know.
Bottom line, (IMO) i think stream enterer has spectrum which Buddha tried to explained it in different lights but as I study further of other stages of enlightment such as once or none-returner, seems like the only option is lettering of fetter to make an advancement.
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Stream-winning is experiencing the absence of self is peaceful & liberating, which also results in unshakable faith (trust) in the teachings.
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It could be access concentration or first jhana. In that case, good job! Remember not to yearn for it when you next meditate. Just do what you've been doing.
On the other hand, you say the space was "cloudy" which means that you could still be struggling with subtle dullness. Make sure your awareness is still intact throughout the meditation.