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You seem to be in a bad situation and it's good that you are trying to get help. However, strangers on the Internet who are not familiar with your specific situation are not the right people to talk to.
Please try to find someone you trust or go to a local legal clinic or pro-bono service (cheap or free) with all your paperwork.
Most of what you are suggesting sounds like a terrible idea and is likely to get you into even more trouble (at least with the US). But only someone familiar with the rules and your specific situation can help properly.