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If I ever knew , I forgotten many times before remembering. I forget and get caught up into the world. I suppose I am loyal to the world but more and more I am loyal to the naked truth of the Dhamma.
On the frontlines of the world is were learning is, right in the defilement! I don't know if I need a monastery. I don't always need to aim for a tranquil state of mind.
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Generally Buddhist take refuge in Buddha, Dhamma, and Sangha. In that regard, I would say I support Sangha. Because they protect Dhamma. Which helps to attain Buddhahood. Generally, Sangha means Ariya Sangha. But here I meant any person who can guide me in the right direction.
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self-reflecting...
Atta-manasikara-self-reflecting.
In regard of what are... able to claim being loyal?
Anatta (SN 22.59). Sunnata (SN 35.85). Lokuttara dhamma (SN 20.7).
Whom are... loyal to?
The ignorance-created idea of "who" is properly negated in SN 12.12
How far goes... loyalty?
Anatta. Sunnata. Nibbana. Vimutti
Where and how does it end?
MN 29 & 30 state the holy life has ceto-vimutti (liberation of mind) as its final end (pariyosΔna).
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Everyone who can give me the whole 6 benefits: 1)own benefit, 2)other benefits, 3)public benefit, 4)this life benefit, 5)next life benefit, and 6)nibbΔna benefit.
Everyone mean I try listen everyone.
The whole mean I trust in no separate benefits.
Infinity, until I will parinibbΔna.